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I'm tugging on the sleeve, of how it used to be.

Nostalgia is a bitch. Well, I suppose it wouldn't be if things were slightly different. Do you only have fond memories of the past when you aren't creating fond memories of the present? Lately I've been thinking back to when I was absolutely and totally happy. I would love to live again and have greg, hook and brian hanging out in my room - laughing hysterically at ourselves. I don't know what it was, but that was the best time ever. Years have passed and even if we were all in the same room again, it wouldn't be the same.

I wish that for this christmas me, adam, greg, walter, twoms, karl, kerry, mark and sean would be at stephanies house in her sunroom eating cookies, drinking tea, and wrestling, with an occasional glance at a porno mag. That would be really great. Like the aforementioned hypothetical hanging out arrangement, this one would end in the same way. If that happened, this christmas, it'd be great, but it wouldn't be the same.

I suppose that is fine. It's part of life, but I'm slowly finding that there has been no supplement to that. It's completely my fault. I told a friend this week, when discussing having two jobs and working 6/7 days a week, to be ready for when your friends stop calling you cause you're always working. At first you're sad, but after a while you realize they are right, you simply aren't around. I've gone from having a solid group of friends who were together pretty much at all times, to luckily having a roomate who I love and get a long great with. I have a lot of friends, in a lot of different circles, but I suppose it's in a more "adult" fashion of having friends. You work, do your own thing, and have the occasional dinner date planned with a friend, or a few friends, and that is it. You talk about how much you miss one another and how you have to hang out more, but alas, life gets in the way, and unless you have someone totally incorporated into your life schedule, it's just not going to work.

I don't know what the point of this entry is. I can't get back to the past, nothing really is going to change, and this is all part of growing up. I'm also not going to have any more time. I'm about to talk to my friend about picking up shifts at her restaurant in addition to the other jobs I have. I need to save $2500 by July... you can paypal donations to nicolewhv@gmail.com.

Oh, and vote Obama. I don't hate McCain, but I am scared of Sarah Palin - so yeah, if that bitch gets in office I am moving to Australia or London. So basically, if you like me and want me to stay here to hang out with you -- vote obama. It would basically translate into a vote for ME.


I just saw this picture on my computer, I love it. It stars vince...

LOL on AIM

mynameisscum: ahem
11:50 AM
Nicole Hollis-Vitale: hello
mynameisscum: stupid question
mynameisscum: you on AOL?
mynameisscum: or AIM?
mynameisscum: and
mynameisscum: did you useta hang in chat?
Nicole Hollis-Vitale: no
Nicole Hollis-Vitale: i am on aim, but uhh i don't go to chat rooms
mynameisscum: did you used to?
Nicole Hollis-Vitale: no
mynameisscum: ok my bad
mynameisscum: mistaken identity
Nicole Hollis-Vitale: have a nice day
mynameisscum: i know the chick who had the AOL name of this, latez

Playa Playa

It's almost 2am. Just got home from work. Had a nice lil jaunt through Dorchester/Roxbury, with D'Angelo as my soundtrack. This trip home from work made me remember 2 things.

1. I have an AMAZING sense of direction. Just when I think I've finally gotten lost, BAM! - Dudley Sq, homeward bound. Sometimes I amaze myself....

2.





Uhhhhhh yeah.


And on that note...goodnight

Busy day on the blog...

Im stealing this from Kelsey.
Thought it'd be a good place to post a survey.

Coming someday... A song by song relation to my life starring Destiny's Childs #1 Hits



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Is there a girl that knows everything or almost everything about you?
Danielle, Michelle, Kim, Kelsey

Where was the first time you ever kissed the last person you kissed?
A hotel room

Have you ever made out in a public bathroom?
Nope

Do you tell your mom everything?
If by everything you mean nothing, yes

Beer, whiskey, or wine?
Wine

Have you ever done something outrageously dumb?
Yes.

Have you ever been in love?
Yup.

Have you ever had the cops called on you?
No way. Im terrified of getting in trouble.

When was your last shower?
Last night.

When did you last see your mom or dad?
Uhhh, a few weeks ago.

When was the last time you danced?
Last night.

If you could go back in time and change one thing, would you?
Maybe I'd try a little harder in college, uhh work out a little more...but basically, I'm pretty ok with how life has been going.

Has anyone ever crawled through your window?
I got bars on them shits, don't even try it

Who did you last ride in a car with?
James from the UK

What is something you're currently frustrated about?
ay ay ay....

How did you and your number 1 become friends?
Considering this is a myspace survey...my #1 is Blacklisted and I became friends with them when they stayed at my house to record. Life changing event really.

Who was the last person you yelled at?
Andy or Brian

Do you give out second chances too easily?
I always knew my spine was crooked, but lately I've realized it isn't even there.

Who is the last person you sent a comment/message on myspace?
Kelsey. RUFFNECK

Who was the last person you cried in front of?
everyone? danielle?

Have you told anybody you loved them today?
outloud? no. in my head? yes.

Have you ever taken a nap with a member of the opposite sex?
uhhh yeah

Did you speak to your mother today?
yes

Are you slowly drifting away from someone close?
I think probably

What did you do today?
Work, burrito, internet

Do you have plans for tomorrow?
work then work.

Would you tell a stranger if they had spinach in their teeth?
depends on how much i like the person

If you found out you couldn't have kids, would you adopt?
Maybe

If you had to eliminate a single type of animal forever, which would you choose?
uhhh frogz

Have you ever lied about your age?
Nah

Ever had an encounter with the police?
yes of course

If you could give your parents one gift, what would it be?
mom - a house. dad - house on the beach in costa rica and good surf forever

Ever stolen something out of someone's yard?
if by yard you mean bathroom...yes

Have you ever written anything on a bathroom wall or door?
Nope. no graffiti 4 me

When playing truth or dare, which do you choose?
usually truth. imma wuss

Ever open a bag of chips in the grocery store and eat them before paying?
Chips no. Marshmellows, yes

Who was the first female and male you talked to today??
james and janelle

What are you looking forward to?
Life, love, summer

Do you believe that everything happens for a reason?
Ehhh, jury is out

What's the weirdest thing you've heated in a microwave?
I don't know...a damp towel?

Have you ever seen a zebra?
No...but I got new zebra print pillowcases

Has anyone disappointed you recently?
No, not really.

What are you listening to at the moment?
Jerry Spring babbling on Americas Got Talent. Some fatso is about to sing

Suppose you see your girlfriend/boyfriend kissing another person what would you do?
I'd probably smile, flip them the bird, then call on of the aforementioned girls and start crying

Do you plan on moving within the next year?
Would love to

Where is your father right now?
Sleeping before work

Are you a morning person or a night?
Depends

Are you a forgiving person?
Yessssss uggghhhhh

Do you wish somebody would call you? And why?
I wish someone would call me and say "I have 10 million dollars for you" OR "come live with me on an island"

What's annoying you right now?
Thinking about going to job #2 tomorrow

Does it take a lot to make you cry?
Yes and No. I'd say no...These emotion things I've developed in the last 2 years are CRAZY.

Do you fall for people easily?
No

Taken or single?
Single

Are you missing someone right now?
Stomache ache

If someone likes you would you want them to tell you?
Yes...chances are I like you back.

Do you believe in celebrating anniversaries?
Sure

Do you have trouble deleting your text messages?
Well, since my phone deleted my saved ones for me and since then there hasn't been anything work saving...then no

Would you rather go to a baseball game or a football game?
baseball with chucky

Do you still talk to the person you last kissed?
Almost everyday

Your ex REALLY needs you at 3 am and you have a way to his/her house - would you go?
Yeah probably...Imma good friend at all hours of the day

Who did you hangout with last night?
James and Danielle

What are your plans for the week?
Work x 1 million

How many hours did you sleep?
7 or 8

Could you go a day without eating?
I could I guess

When was the last time you talked to your number 2?
my #2 on myspace is Deathwish. I talk with deathwish every day

Do you know anyone that smokes pot?
I know a few people who do weed, yes

Is there someone you want to fight?
hahahaha ew no

Has anyone ever told you they're in love with you?
yes

Do you believe in true love?
whatever

Do you miss your past?
I'm tugging on the sleeve of how it used to be

What are you doing tonight?
This and sleeping

Have you ever broken someone's heart?
Doubt it

Do you think your ex still likes you?
n/a

Have you ever regretted letting someone go?
if you love something, set it free

Do you know anyone in the military currently?
I think maybe

What's the last thing you put in your mouth?
h20

Do you believe ex's can be friends?
Absolutely. I think it's a shame if they're not

When was the last time you held hands with someone?
Ha...couple weeks ago

What is wrong with you right now?
Um NOTHING OBVIOUSLY IM PERFECT

Whose house did you go to today?
mine

Who was last to cook for you?
clean/danielle...my caretakers, i'd die without them

Do you know what you're wearing tomorrow?
Probably something similar to what i wore today

Who did you last fall asleep with?
None of your beezwax

Do you believe that there is always room in your heart for your first love?
I don't know

I got a stone where my heart should be...

Said the moon was ours, yeah
Said the moon was ours, the hell with the day
The sunlight is always gonna take love away
Brings up suspicions and alibies
But I can see blue, tear-blinded eyes
Lies, lies, lies, ohh lies

I got a stone where my heart should be
I got a stone where my heart should be
And nothing I do will make you love me
I'd leave this time, break all my ties
Be no more use for any disguise
Lies, lies, lies, ohh lies

I wanna die without pain
I wanna die, oh, without pain
All this desception I just can't maintain
The sun, moon, the stars in the sky
It'd hurt me too bad if you said goodbye
Lies, lies, lies, ohh lies

No thanks for the stomache ache...

It is Monday night.
I wish I had a way to update this blog from my phone...but I'd probably get into a million accidents - and really, nobody wants that, with the exception of a few people.

I went to Wilkes-Barre on Saturday to celebrate my dear friend Hannah's baby shower. It was tons of fun. I'd never been to a shower...the games, the gifts, the snacks..mrs decker and mrs mook! I couldn't have asked for a better saturday.

On Sunday morning the sun was shining, and I left WB. Big thanks to dan and hannah for being wonderful people. I can't wait for Ruby.

It was nice to get out for a bit and take a drive by myself. The playlist included but was not limited to:

The Black Keys
Jacobs Stories
J. Tillman
Gwen Stefani
John Legend
Okkervil River
City and Colour
** Dear all dudes in touring bands with girlfriends that you love... You lose cause you didn't write the song "the girl" - listen to it.


I'm back home now.

Someone told me I was trouble over the weekend.
I naturally said... "what? me? trouble...no way!"
But, I think I might be trouble...
and I'm sorry...
kind of

but you started it.

I don't feel like helping you anymore

But I have to, so I will, but let it be known, I will complain about it to myself and probably danielle and be as bratty about it as possible.


Note: this post is not about one person. It is unfortunately about many. blerg.